I dizzy..??dizzy??

Aku tengah pening yang amat..if u know..very dizzy..anything happen after this is not ME!! its my other personality..muahahaaa....

My hair rite now just like this..heh

I wanna cry..laugh..cry again..laugh again...miahahaaa
I feel hurt..deep in my heart..
Feel very lonely..

Is this happen becoz im far from HIM?
I always forgot HIM..
But I know, HE never forget me..
How cruel I am...
When I hapy, in good condition I I never remember HIM..
But once Im in trouble, I in bad condition..then I remember HIM
What am I??

I really wanna cry rite now...like heavily rain..
Also I wanna laugh until I forgot anything that make me stress..
Is that alrite?

Anyone..plz help me..