ular oh ular

environment tempat keje but sedikit bersepah dengan barang-barang kereta. Then my manager came from down..dunno why he is down there., i asking for my salary..tetiba ada customer ni sapu workshop tu, i said, dont.. pastu riuh, sume cakap ada binatang tu..aku nampak dia meluru ke arah aku, and then, aku kena patuk. but i dont feel anything..the snake was black like belut..so i dont know either it belut nor snake. (hopefully belut)

this is cute..but the real is...gosh!!
dont like it..even the picture or image..

now little bit confuse..some people say it maybe jodoh..but some people say it maybe curse. i dunno if anyone dont like me (errr...maybe have some..) so, they sent something like that to me.. but i dont think its cuurse.. maybe it just a dream.. it is not like i slept at night..i just a nap.. so, i dont think anything will happen but i have some little worry..huhuu...

*still dont like its picture or image...whoaaa so scary..huhuuuu~ wanna cry...hell ya!

im looking..im still looking

im still looking for him, HIM..

waiting and waiting.. 

kenapakah..apakah..di manakah...

kenapa cepat benar hati ini tersentuh bila melihat kawan-kawan semuanya berteman?
kenapa mudah benar terguris bila mana melihat kebahagiaan orang lain?
sesungguhnya aku jeles!

jeles melihat kemesraan yang dipamerkan
rindu akan kenikmatan yang pernah dikecapi
inginkan hubungan yang direstui agama

saat yang dinanti-nanti masih belum muncul
apakah ada saat itu untukku?
hati terguris perlahan melihat senyuman rakan-rakan
sepertinya aku juga ingin merasakannya
tetapi aku hanya mampu memandang kesayuan di dasar hati
tenggelam bersama-sama angan dan impian yang bergelora

i really miss u..buddy..

 

sometimes we miss people that are gone from our life. when they in front of our eyes, we just make dont know..like they are not exist..but once they are gone, we miss the moment..

between me and u, we are not meet in a good way..its kind of funny.. when i flash back the memory, i will smile  alone..how stupid i was that time..and u, looking at me and laughed. thanks to u... i know lots bout man from u. u taught me many things actually..good and bad..

buddy, i think i really need u now..even, sometimes i dont like ur way..i  just need ur ear..not ur advise.. so many things happen now..i think im lost..i dont know what to do..i need a guider..and still looking for him.. only one thing i can do..i can rely on..only HIM can help me..

i just wanna say, i really miss u, buddy...