Its hurt

its hurt when nobody trust u..i think better i choose my own way..dont depends on other people. Other people dont know who u really are. What u think..what u wanna do.. they just think what they wanna to think. Once u make mistake, it hard to gain trusted from other people. I dont mind..i dont care..my deep in my heart, it really hurt!

I try to ignore my feeling but it hard.. Maybe, im not the lucky one. My past..my future..i just dont know.. Many people do the mistake..because we learn from the mistake..you also did. How? When? Everything i did it just like a sin to u.. I dont know what to say..maybe i have to give up.. When i really like somebody, its always hurt me.. Im always fall into the wrong person..or, im who is not good enough for u.. i know that very well. But u can help me rite? Nevermind.. im not blaming anyone..its me who is wrong.

People change..from bad to good one..also from good to bad one..which one i am?? I need guider. Really hope that someday, i have my own family. A good husband..if he is not good, its ok.. we can change together. Human not perfect.. Im not looking someone that is perfect! It just nice if u really like me.. love me.. when will i find u? when will we meet? Or it just my dream? oh..nevermind..i've been accustomed to hurt..

Please dont hurt me anymore..

Al-fatihah..

Maksudnya:

[1] Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

[2] Pujian bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam.

[3] Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

[4] Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (Akhirat).

[5] Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan.

[6] Tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang lurus.

[7] Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang dimurkai ke atas mereka, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat.

Al-fatihah buat yang tiada lagi di dunia..

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Kenapa?? Acapkali aku bertanyakan soalan ini...

Penat. Ngantok. Malas. Tiada ubat dah untuk penyakit ini..
Harapan. Musnah. Hancur..
Tiada kata-kata..hanya minda menerawang
Kita boleh jadi ape yang kita mahu..



 Lyric: I will survive - Cake

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along
So now you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my f-ing lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my live to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah